Although we been registered marriage, but I still feel uncomfortable and scare when he say he want to go out with friends. Why this feeling keep around me??!! I am so hate this kind of feeling!! I don't want to think negatively actually but I can't control myself of thinking of like this! arhh.. who can save me? really sad and down at the moment : (
All about money money and money!! He want to stay in hostel to save petrol fee, but still going out with friends for eating and movie, what for to stay there? Can you tell me? or maybe in some other day meet somebody out there, do I need to worry this? Since there are some couples outside separate with each other....who can I talk to? feeling very down and stress!!
I hate myself why so early to falling love with him, is too early maybe..he is my first lover and now become my last lover...I never ever together with other guys before and so does he....is that our fault?? not to try ourself into the 'flower world' before decided to get together till the end of our life....??is that??
Can I be more generous to treat in this case???????
